Today WAS the best day in my life.. I used to hold a present and run to my mother to kiss her and give her a great hug...And thank her for what she had done for me.. But this year is totally different, because my mother ain't here no more...
As I sat watching your bed
Million thoughts ran through my head
I wanted to know how much are you aware
Wanted to know if you did know I'm there
Could you feel the love I've sent
In whispered words, in a prayer bent?
During my depression I asked God
Was she happy here with me, yes or not?
So I could tell you more and more
"I love you mom" as I used before
And we could chat like days of old
With coffee cups in your fingers looked like gold
And laugh and joke, just to share
You were my only love, I tottaly swear
Talking of the past or things to do
And sniffle and sneeze and say Bless you
All these dreams are gone dead
As I sat here bowing down my head
And I sit and wonder during sad thoughts
I've lost my mother, is it true or false?
Saying goodbye is never easy
It's the hardest thing to do
But what hurts even more
That I didn't have the chance to say it to you
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A nice story:
A MOTHERS LOVE
A little boy came up to his mother in the kitchen one evening while she was fixing supper, and handed her a piece of paper that he had been writing on. After his Mom dried her hands on an apron, she read it, and this is what it said:
For cutting the grass: $5.00
For cleaning up my room this week: $1.00
For going to the store for you: $.50
Baby-sitting my kid brother while you went shopping: $.25
Taking out the garbage: $1.00
For getting a good report card: $5.00
For cleaning up and raking the yard: $2.00
Total owed: $14.75
Well, his mother looked at him standing there, and the boy could see the memories flashing through her mind. She picked up the pen, turned over the paper he'd written on, and this is what she wrote:
For the nine months I carried you while you were growing inside me:
No Charge
For all the nights that I've sat up with you, doctored and prayed for you: No Charge
For all the trying times, and all the tears that you've caused through the years:
No Charge
For all the nights that were filled with dread, and for the worries I knew were ahead:
No Charge
For the toys, food, clothes, and even wiping your nose:
No Charge
Son, when you add it up, the cost of my love is: No Charge.
When the boy finished reading what his mother had written, there were big tears in his eyes, and he looked straight at his mother and said, "Mom, I sure do love you." And then he took the pen and in great big letters he wrote: "PAID IN FULL".
Lessons: You will never how much your parents worth till you become a parent Be a giver not an asker, especially with your parents. there is a lot to give, besides money.
Advice: IF your mom is alive and close to you, give her a big kiss and ask her for forgiveness. If she is far away, call her. If she passed away, pray for her.
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At last I would like to present these lyrics to my mother:
Thanks for all you've done
I've missed you for so long
I can't believe you're gone
You still live in me
I feel you in the wind
You guide me constantly
I never knew what it was to be alone, no
Cause you´re always there for me
You´re always home waiting
And now I come home and I miss your face oh
Smiling down on me
I close my eyes to see
And I know, you're a part of me
And it's your song that sets me free
I sing it while I feel I can't hold on
I sing tonight cause it comforts me
uuuuuuuuuuuhhhhhh!!
I carry the things that remind me of you
In loving memory of
The one that was so true
You were as kind as you could be
And even though you're gone
You still mean the world to me
I never knew what it was to be alone, no
Cause you´re always there for me
You´re always home waiting
But now I come home and it's not the same, no
Feels empty and alone
I can't believe you're gone
And I know, you're a part of me
And it's your song that sets me free
I sing it while I feel I can't hold on
I sing tonight cause it comforts me
I'm glad He set you free from sorrow
I'll still love you more tomorrow
And you'll be with me still
All you did you did with feeling
And you always found the meaning
And you always will
And you always will
And you always will
uuhuuuuuuuuuhhhhh! oh yeah!
And I know, you're a part of me
And it's your song that sets me free
I sing it while I feel I can't hold on
I sing tonight cause it comforts me
Alter Bridge -In loving memory-
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You will never know how much I am dying from inside and how much I am hurt from inside I swear to God.. I am telling you this to take care of your mothers and always cheer them up.. They are so important in humans life...
Sherif Tantawi ®
Subject: 21st of March 
Wed Mar 21, 2007 9:49 am
